I got a strange deja vu feeling, and it's not a good feeling. I've been through this before where nothing was good enough. And none of the things I can do to make things better can be done, because I'm not so powerful that I can control it. I don't have the position or the financial means to fix things right away. Thus, all I can do is just sit and wait, see if things go down the same path that I told myself never to go down again.
This always seems to be the problem when it's just not enough. Nothing is enough. There is nothing else I can give. I am doomed to this fate as long as I live where I live. People who don't live here just don't see how hard it is, and that I've already given all that I can.
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