Fighting hard for everything you want in your life takes a toll on your mental health. From as early as I can remember, I've fought for everything I've wanted, and I've worked hard for it. But now I'm tired.
I'm going to leave everything up to fate. Whatever it decides, it decides. I'm no longer going to try to change anything anymore. There is no point when obstacle after obstacle comes in your way, no matter how many nights you worked for it, hoped for it, done everything you can to procure it.... whatever will be, will be. I'm no longer going to fight for it. I'm going to detach myself from all this and just be silent. I'm just really tired of it all.
I'm going to accept whatever it throws at me, and just try to keep a glimmer of hope alive.
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